short update

i havent been updating my blog for so long and ive never thought of reviving it till tonight. its 4.38am and im wide awake, watching gossip girls season 2. ive been back to kch for more than a month now and i must say, kch is a such a relaxed place for me. ive gained so much weight within a month and feel really, really miserable over it now. ive slept so much to replace all those sleepless nights i had in sg. i miss my sg life. i really do. i miss the freedom i had there- the clubbing nights, sleepovers. i miss my colleagues. those babes who helped me through one year of stressful work in zara.

i admit. im still confused with what i want to do in life. im starting CAT course which will leads to ACCA but i still cant see myself as an accountant. accountancy is something that im really not interested in but what to do? sometimes, we all have to think far ahead instead of wanting to achieve our dreams which might not work. and well, i WILL try to like accounting since i like maths and i WILL try making new friends although they are all younger than me since ive taken more than a yr break from studies and starting anew. wish me luck! :)

relationships? apparently, ive been so attached with my single life till ive almost forgotten that ive been single for more than a year now. knowing that ACCA will be really tough, i suppose ill stay single till i graduate. single life for another 3 more years? LOL.

sorry. no pictures to upload. i dont know when will i update again but thanks for dropping by.

xoxo

short notice :)

Updating my blog used to be sth that i do pratically everyday before but it seems like ive abandoned my blog for quite some time. even my readers are no longer interested.

ive got so many things to write about and yet i dont know where to start. my one year break from studies is coming to an end. im going back to Kch for good in less than a month's time. how i wish i have the greatness to create a time machine! LOL. time flies lahh! i dont like it. hmph!

one year apart from my family members made me realised what a bad daughter i was before. i never give them love and care but tantrums and grudges. ive never thought of spending quality time with them. im always living in my own stupid world. living in Sg with my brother makes me miss my family so much. miss my mum's homecook specialties. miss my dad's big stomach which used to be my punching bag. miss my brother's super lame jokes. and definitely miss my aunt's cooking and hugs. ive promised myself to spend more time with them when im back this time. i want to be a better loving and caring daughter :)

im really gonna miss shopping in Sg man. Topshop, Forever 21 and Zara. im leaving them very soon. sad-nyaaaa :(

anyways, just a short notice to everyone :


CHERLING LIM CANT WAIT TO BE BACK! WOOHOO! :)



xoxo

updates of 2009!

Gawd!

sorry for taking ages to update, babes!

will be updating on my 2009 life!

:)

my bro and i were too excited to get back to kch for cny!

first thing to do in kch is to club with my girls!

LADIES NIGHT PART 1!

Kit's fav drink. te-cock-la! LOL!

drunkie Rueban

CNY

FAMILY PICS OF 2009

MISS EM LOTS!

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GROUP PICS WITH MY KCH FRIENDS

aint they cute? lol

first day of cny and the fb addict wants to play fb at my house?!

-.-

i love my red dress! dont you love it too? :)

lucky boy, yeah? ;p

LADIES NIGHT PART 2! (crazy and dramatic night)

thats the end of my kch trip for cny. i had lotsa fun!

it feels really good to meet up with my family and friends again.

really, really miss everyone back there!

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back to Sg life.

i went to St James with my colleagues on ladies night.

didnt expect to get so high with em! haha!

awesome night!

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My colleague's (Adlin) one year old son's bday party!

Theme: F1 (black and yellow)

nice colour combination, right?

me love yellow! :)

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QUARTERLY GATHERING (ZARA-ONCE EVERY 3 MONTHS)

TRF GIRLS

my beloved ibu!

NEW GAME AT WORK

ZARA FASHION SHOW (EVERY MON & FRI)

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KL TRIP (13/3/09-17/3/09)

Main purpose : visit my two life-long friends (Kit and Cyn)

I stayed with Kit in Semenyih. its a damn far and sad place!

pity kit. she has to stay so far away from kl because Nottingham is situated there!

its not even in kl man. its SELANGOR!

gawdd! such a deserted place!

i need practically 2 long hours to get to kl mann!

but, i really love Nottingham. its a great school.

wish to study there with kit.

totally love the basketball court!

met kit's friends.

Ann and Shadow-very nice people.

Clubbed with them at Quartro. NICE PLACE!

sadly, the club doesnt have a dance floor.

cute couple (:


look at us, man. 2 crazy babes!

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

CYNTHIA CHEK WAS FREAKING DRUNK THAT NIGHT!

HOLYYYYY~

i was supposed to come back to Sg on the 16th. i already bought my bus tickets man! but they managed to persuade me to stay for another day! money fly away dy!

gawdd!

Kit's korean friend, KP's bday on 16th. celebrated with her at Alexis.

Love the cakes there.

especially the TIRAMISU CAKE-RM13 PER SLICE. YUMMY!~

KIT'S STUPID IDEA-RUN OVER THE CAMPUS FOUNTAIN

all in all, i had so much fun with kit and the rest in kl.

really, really, awesome trip!

met lotsa great people.

i didnt wana leave but i got work to get back to in Sg!

i wana go back there again!

next month, maybe?

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there you go. thanks for waiting for my slow update, guys!

xoxo

PS - im freaking fat now! gained weight during cny! gawd! diet diet! ):

will be back

hey babes!

promise ill update soon!

:)

too many happenings, too little time

Finally, Im REALLY updating. haha! this is gonna be a long post. rewinds of 2008.

Ive met many great people last year.

Many wonderful people walked in and out of my life.

Many amazing happenings.

My header describes it all

"Too many happenings, too little time"

Hawt Jun from Zara who is currently in Japan

Gege (my ex-senior) from Zara

Jen from Zara

Abu who is now back in Kch

Sherman, Alex, Gavin, Joel

Gil Won who is now back in Korea

Beloved pretty Awee from Philipines who got transfered to NAC Zara outlet.

Sweet China girl, Katherine from Zara

and most definitely Miss Ipoh, Ivy from Zara who has been the greatest friend to me in Sg.

Kitty's 2nd visit.

So much great moments with my bitches.

Reunion with a bunch of Kuchers.

Great time clubbing with besties.

NeoPrints with Kath

Mummy's first visit in Nov.

Ivy's birthday- 10/12/08.

A day out with Kelly to City Hall and Esplanade- 11/10/08.

Mummy's 2nd visit with Yiyi -18/12/08.

CHRISTMAS-25/12/08 1ST DAY OF ZARA SALES!

Pictures with my colleagues and managers. Ive been working like crazy ever since Zara sales started! Thanks, Suleen for dropping by with your mum to see me in Zara and for the Estee Lauder perfume birthday present and Im so sorry for not being able to spend time with you on your visit.

NEW YEAR EVE AT REBEL (CLARK QUAY) WITH MY PHILIPINO HAWT BABES! (:

Had so much fun with them. Great music. Great DJs.

Goodbye 2008...

WELCOME, 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

P.S : CANT WAIT TO BE BACK TO KCH ON THE 21ST FOR CNY!

emo

Im confused and depressed.

someone out there. do help me :(

Life in 08

Its Dec 08. Time flies like crazy. Beginning of year 2008, I’d made the craziest decision-to take a year break from studies. It sounded crazy at first. I, myself couldn’t believe what I was doing. Everyone asked me what’s wrong? Some even thought that it’s mainly cause I couldn’t handle the break up I had beginning of the year. Well, obviously that’s not the reason. It was my brother’s idea to bring me over to see what the real world is like. I can still remember the moment my brother broke the news to my parents that he wants to me bring me over to Sg. Knowing how much my parents love me, I thought they will never let me go. Of course, my dad was stoned for a while and my mum’s was on madness. But after a few minutes of deep thought, my dad called me over to his arm, pats my head and said he will support whatever decision I made. Well, hey! I didn’t know what to do. My mum was so funny. She slapped my dad’s shoulder and called him crazy. My dad pulled me to my room and talked me out. He said he wants me to learn to be independent and more cautious. To my family, I’m a spoilt princess who is too lazy to move her arse from her room to do house chores. Who doesn’t know how to show her love and care to her family members and a bimbo who doesn’t know how to differentiate whats good and whats bad. Fine. Maybe I’m kinda bimbotic at times, but hey, I aint a dumbo, am I? But yeah, in the end I decided to just give it a try. Of course, I do feel scared to live with my brother and a few strangers in a house. To wash my clothes by myself. To learn to use the washing machine! To learn how to cook-well, obviously I failed to learn to cook cause I only know how to cook magi mee till today. To travel to other places by myself and not having my parents and aunt to drive me around anymore. So here I am. Living Sg life. Working my ass off at Zara and trying to be the “stronger” and “independent” me. When I first arrived, I kinda hate it here. I’m all alone man. Shop alone. Eat alone. Walk alone. Do everything alone. That sucks rite? So, my bro asked me to go for job interviews. I don’t even know how to prepare my own resume. I don’t even know how am I supposed to dress myself for the interviews. Hahaha. Come to think of it, I was quite a dumb arse. I get lost in directions. I overslept in buses and ended up at unknown places. I even sat at the wrong bus cause I overlook the number 165 and 166. LOL.

Anyways, back to the job part. So, I wanted to go for office jobs at first, but my dad asked me not to. He suggested me to go for retail line job so that I can learn how to communicate with strangers. So yeah. Im currently working my ass off at Zara and trying to be “stronger” and “independent” me. *plays Miss Independent by Ne-yo* Work. It sucks. My post is Sales Executive in Zara. The word “executive” sounds kinda up there ehh? But nah, its just the same as any other sales girl you see in boutiques. In work, I’ve learned a lot. No one can be your true friend. Its like you are playing a game when you work. You gotta learn to be smart when you talk. You cant trust ANYONE at all. Everyone is a backstabber. Some might feel intimidated by your presence just because you have better command in English or better relationships with the managers or other senior colleagues. Life is like that. Everyone is trying to be better than the rest. But for me, I’m just working for experience and not trying to aim for a higher post. Oh wells, lets skip the working part. So yeah, back to my lonely life. I did make a few friends at work. They are the ones who will be my punching bags when im stressed or down, who will back me up when I’m being bullied and they are the ones who will go shopping with me and maybe clubbing on off days.

And yeah, I totally enjoy clubbing here. Clubs here are safe and amazing- especially on ladies night. Hehe (: no more curfews for me! Haha. I did met a few guys in Sg (even Korean guys). Went for a few dates. But till now, I haven’t got to meet someone I can really click with as a boyfriend material. Ive been here for more than half a year now and I’m enjoying every moment I have here. And most importantly, I find my one year break decision totally worth-risking. I haven’t decide what to do next year though. To go back to Swinburne for Feb intake or to stay here in Sg? Im in a huge dilemma, babes. But you guys will support me no matter what I do rite? (: Ciao.