forgiveness

sometimes one gets to wonder..

when will one learn to forgive and forget?

when will one learn to let go of ones' fears?

when will one learn to move on and look forward to brighter days?

but guess what? one believe in forgiveness, faith, and GOD.

:)

needs a break.

i think i need a holiday.....


can someone just take me away?

goodness!

its funny. ive deleted my blog and, now im reviving it again. i didnt know we can "undo" the delete. LOL.

i must say, im too lazy to blog and life hasnt been really amazing for me to blog about. Well, ive been busy with studies for the past few months.

firstly, i was in love 3 months ago. well, i thought i was. according to my last post, i said "single life for another 3 years" and yet, i got myself into a new relationship. like i said, relationships aint easy. when i finally thought i can learn to trust and hope again, things just dont work out. life is a bitch, isnt it? my friend said, "there is always a new beginning to an ending." so yes, ill be looking forward to something new in my life. my heart was broken for a while, but im doing great now. awesomeness level increases day by day and its mainly because i have awesome family and friends around me :)

my friend's aunt said this to me :

love yourself 70%, love your family 20% and love your partner 10%


i guess, we all have to think positively in life. its useless to sulk and frown our way out. life is too short. why should we waste our time on something we cant change or undo? regrets. we all do have regrets in life but regrets make us wiser and stronger at the same time. i always tell myself everything happens for a reason. have faith in our own abilities and learn to achieve something we believe in life. agree?

in the mean time, studies is my first priority. i want to learn to schedule my time well in my studies and make my parents proud. love will come later. i do believe in fate. so ill just let things flow naturally and see how things go.

its 26th November 2009. with a blink of an eye, a year has come to an end again. December is when everyone is back for holidays and ill get to reunite and catch up with my friends from all over the world. and there will be Christmas, New Year, and Chinese New Year. hah! cant wait for 2010 to come!

ive been listening to "trouble with a friend" by Lenka and "russian roulette" by Rihanna. go download! :)

by the way, im thinking of perming my hair. i temporarily permed my hair few days ago and i love it very much. so, should i maintain my straight hair or try something new by perming it? help me decide!

and hey, if you guys can recall, i have this friend by the name of Jun who used to work with me in Zara and she flew to Japan for studies. well, she came back to Kch last week to attend her sister's wedding. i was so happy to see her again. it was just a short trip for her but its good to see her again. we clubbed for a while in travillion and i recalled the times when we used to club in SG! aww.. i miss SG! hope to see her again in March. take care, babe. will miss you!


thats all for now. ill try to update whenever i have the time. will upload more pictures then.

*toodles*

short update

i havent been updating my blog for so long and ive never thought of reviving it till tonight. its 4.38am and im wide awake, watching gossip girls season 2. ive been back to kch for more than a month now and i must say, kch is a such a relaxed place for me. ive gained so much weight within a month and feel really, really miserable over it now. ive slept so much to replace all those sleepless nights i had in sg. i miss my sg life. i really do. i miss the freedom i had there- the clubbing nights, sleepovers. i miss my colleagues. those babes who helped me through one year of stressful work in zara.

i admit. im still confused with what i want to do in life. im starting CAT course which will leads to ACCA but i still cant see myself as an accountant. accountancy is something that im really not interested in but what to do? sometimes, we all have to think far ahead instead of wanting to achieve our dreams which might not work. and well, i WILL try to like accounting since i like maths and i WILL try making new friends although they are all younger than me since ive taken more than a yr break from studies and starting anew. wish me luck! :)

relationships? apparently, ive been so attached with my single life till ive almost forgotten that ive been single for more than a year now. knowing that ACCA will be really tough, i suppose ill stay single till i graduate. single life for another 3 more years? LOL.

sorry. no pictures to upload. i dont know when will i update again but thanks for dropping by.

xoxo

short notice :)

Updating my blog used to be sth that i do pratically everyday before but it seems like ive abandoned my blog for quite some time. even my readers are no longer interested.

ive got so many things to write about and yet i dont know where to start. my one year break from studies is coming to an end. im going back to Kch for good in less than a month's time. how i wish i have the greatness to create a time machine! LOL. time flies lahh! i dont like it. hmph!

one year apart from my family members made me realised what a bad daughter i was before. i never give them love and care but tantrums and grudges. ive never thought of spending quality time with them. im always living in my own stupid world. living in Sg with my brother makes me miss my family so much. miss my mum's homecook specialties. miss my dad's big stomach which used to be my punching bag. miss my brother's super lame jokes. and definitely miss my aunt's cooking and hugs. ive promised myself to spend more time with them when im back this time. i want to be a better loving and caring daughter :)

im really gonna miss shopping in Sg man. Topshop, Forever 21 and Zara. im leaving them very soon. sad-nyaaaa :(

anyways, just a short notice to everyone :


CHERLING LIM CANT WAIT TO BE BACK! WOOHOO! :)



xoxo

updates of 2009!

Gawd!

sorry for taking ages to update, babes!

will be updating on my 2009 life!

:)

my bro and i were too excited to get back to kch for cny!

first thing to do in kch is to club with my girls!

LADIES NIGHT PART 1!

Kit's fav drink. te-cock-la! LOL!

drunkie Rueban

CNY

FAMILY PICS OF 2009

MISS EM LOTS!

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GROUP PICS WITH MY KCH FRIENDS

aint they cute? lol

first day of cny and the fb addict wants to play fb at my house?!

-.-

i love my red dress! dont you love it too? :)

lucky boy, yeah? ;p

LADIES NIGHT PART 2! (crazy and dramatic night)

thats the end of my kch trip for cny. i had lotsa fun!

it feels really good to meet up with my family and friends again.

really, really miss everyone back there!

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back to Sg life.

i went to St James with my colleagues on ladies night.

didnt expect to get so high with em! haha!

awesome night!

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My colleague's (Adlin) one year old son's bday party!

Theme: F1 (black and yellow)

nice colour combination, right?

me love yellow! :)

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QUARTERLY GATHERING (ZARA-ONCE EVERY 3 MONTHS)

TRF GIRLS

my beloved ibu!

NEW GAME AT WORK

ZARA FASHION SHOW (EVERY MON & FRI)

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KL TRIP (13/3/09-17/3/09)

Main purpose : visit my two life-long friends (Kit and Cyn)

I stayed with Kit in Semenyih. its a damn far and sad place!

pity kit. she has to stay so far away from kl because Nottingham is situated there!

its not even in kl man. its SELANGOR!

gawdd! such a deserted place!

i need practically 2 long hours to get to kl mann!

but, i really love Nottingham. its a great school.

wish to study there with kit.

totally love the basketball court!

met kit's friends.

Ann and Shadow-very nice people.

Clubbed with them at Quartro. NICE PLACE!

sadly, the club doesnt have a dance floor.

cute couple (:


look at us, man. 2 crazy babes!

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

CYNTHIA CHEK WAS FREAKING DRUNK THAT NIGHT!

HOLYYYYY~

i was supposed to come back to Sg on the 16th. i already bought my bus tickets man! but they managed to persuade me to stay for another day! money fly away dy!

gawdd!

Kit's korean friend, KP's bday on 16th. celebrated with her at Alexis.

Love the cakes there.

especially the TIRAMISU CAKE-RM13 PER SLICE. YUMMY!~

KIT'S STUPID IDEA-RUN OVER THE CAMPUS FOUNTAIN

all in all, i had so much fun with kit and the rest in kl.

really, really, awesome trip!

met lotsa great people.

i didnt wana leave but i got work to get back to in Sg!

i wana go back there again!

next month, maybe?

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there you go. thanks for waiting for my slow update, guys!

xoxo

PS - im freaking fat now! gained weight during cny! gawd! diet diet! ):

will be back

hey babes!

promise ill update soon!

:)